thursday.

can somebody fix me? please.
i'm having trouble breathing
and i think my heart is depressed.

dangerous minds is playing again. srsly?
i just rewatched the movie, storytelling.
the first time i saw it was with mattie h.
some five years ago.

nothing ever changes.
just my health.
and only for the worse.
but you wouldn't know.
you never ask.

i just spent all my money
on medication to regulate my breathing.
this has made my heart even more depressed.
damn me for not having health insurance.

in other news,
i've been waiting since four oclock
for this stupid medicine to kick in and knock me out.
however, i'm wide awake.
and still wheezing.

did i mention,
my life rocks?