i wish i spoke more french

if i have one more god damn
dream about you
i am NEVER going to sleep again.

i really wish i didn't pick up
a shift tonight
cos i'd rather be doing 444553429 things
instead of serving people tortilla soup
and stocking glasses.

i'm watching amelie
and pretending i don't need to be
getting ready for another productive
day at my job.

eg is trying to get me to go to peabodies
tonight.
jesus.
peabodies.
really?
i bet mikey would be thrilled. (<3)

i'm off all day tomorrow
so if you want to see me before
i leave for the week.
let me know.

and since everyone keeps
talking about all the recent plane crashes
i have decided to make peace with everyone
before i depart.
because hey,
if i never come back
i want you to know that i love you.
and you. and you and you.