i don't feel like a party.

i watched the movie penelope tonight.
and now i just want my own fairy tale.
god, i sound so lame right now.
but i just want to be kissed and have the world stop moving
and not be wondering about other irrevelant things
during the process
like if i'm working the next day
or i remembered to turn the light off.
and i don't want to be slobbering drunk
and unable to remember his name
or what color his eyes were.

&&isn't it ironic that my ipod shuffle put on
"dont waste your heart on a wild thing
she's got a soul that won't settle on one thing
oh, this bird can't sing when you've tied it's wings
don't waste your heart on me."

yeah, awesome.
i feel like a lonely bum tonight
so i don't want to go out.
and oh yeah,
it's been 21 days since i've had a drink.